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28 September 2013

Officially missing you

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop

Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you



Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially



All I do is lay around
Two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you



Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially



Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you



It's official
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you

00:40 Quote

"Stuck in an unimportant thing is just like a fool waste their time. Ignore them and just step over."  
-Wilda Yustisia Syarifah-

23 September 2013

How Are You, Darul Ulum?


Anyway, I missed this place very much! A LOT!
A place called as home. My second home.
A place where everything become so blessed.
A place where I learned what we called 'life'.
A place where I have to solve my problem alone.
A place where I have to decided what I have chosen.
A place where I knew what I didn't know before.
A place where I met what we called as 'friends'.
A place where I have been taught to be calm.
A place where I start to keep my future.
A place where I have been taught about ikhlas.
A place where I could breath freely.
A place where I realised what I supposed to do in my life.
A place where I realised about my sin.
A place where I realised that I was that stupid.
A place where I realised that I was nothing.
A place where I realised that I loved my family so much.
A place where I became nearer with My One and Only.
A place where I grateful to be one part of it.
A place called as Darul Ulum.

A year have been passed.
I missed that moment, when I'm in white-grey uniform.
Go study in that full day school.
Live in dormitory.
Go to diniyah school.
Memorize the maqshud nadhom.
Study the yellow kitab with our Kyai.
Listen to their great experience and their high knowledge.
Write the amalan.
Reading Al Qur'an together.
Jama'ah in mushola.
Istighosah.
Even doing some lazy and crazy things with you all.

Yes.
I missed that moment.
I wished I could throw back the time to my senior high school period.
I wished I have a time machine then.
So I could go there twice.
And feel that lovely moment twice.

Because now I really really really officially missing Darul Ulum.

Neuron Theory


















Sayangnya, kenapa sel syaraf tak bisa bermitosis.
Membelah diri.
Memperbanyak diri.
Sehingga mungkin saja aku bisa membelah semua ingatan yang tak ingin ku ingat.
Merubahnya menjadi ingatan baru yang lebih baik.
Inginnya.
Tapi tetap saja toh sel syaraf tak bisa bermitosis.
Jadi mungkin aku memang dirancang untuk selalu mengingatmu.
Mungkin.
Jika saja sel syaraf itu tak rusak.
Semoga.

19 September 2013

Bagaimana bisa begitu bodoh?

Salahmu.
Iya.
Memang salah saya.
Terus sekarang harus bagaimana? :'(

05 September 2013

Maunya apa sih?

Jahat.
Jahat.
Jahat.
Jahat.
Jahat.
Jahat.
Jahat.
Jahat.
Jahat.
Jahat.

Sepuluh kata jahat pun rasanya ga cukup untuk menggambarkan betapa jahatnya anda.
Ratusan.
Ribuan.
Jutaan.
Milyaran.
Trilyunan pun bahkan tak sebanding.

Duh Gusti, paringi sabar nggih :'(

04 September 2013

Random

Miss to do some foolish face with this boy

So?


Problem?

Maaf ya.

Baik sih.
Dulu tapi.
Sekarang?
Entah tulus atau engga.

Baik sih.
Tapi kok kasar.
Emang anda siapa?

Baik sih.
Tapi ga gentle.
Ilfeel tauk.

Jaman sekarang.
Baik aja ga cukup loh.
Apalagi yang baiknya cuma di belakang.

Jaman sekarang.
Cakep emang relatif.
Tapi cakep doang ga cukup.
Harus pinter ngaji lah.
Wajib!

Cakep.
Baik.
Tapi jadi imam ga bisa?
Ngaji masih banyak salahnya?
Maaf deh, udah ga jaman.

Terimakasih buat kebaikannya (dulu).
Tapi maaf yah.
Kalo buat orang yang disayang.
Saya ga rela.
Ini serius.

Hello Gizi!

Well, welcome to department!
Hari ini udah hari kedua sejak kuliah pertama gue di departemen. Akhirnya setelah di ospek lagi selama 3 hari gue resmi juga jadi bagian dari Fakultas Ekologi Manusia Departemen Gizi Masyarakat Institut Pertanian Bogor. #hayah #panjang #amat #gapapa #biar #keren

Jadi maksut lo, lo masih ospek wil? Haree geeneeee? Udah setahun lamanya?
Iya.
Kok bisa?
Duh lo katrok banget sih.

Jadi kalo di ipebe ityuuuh tahun pertamanya lo pada masih anak ES EM A KELAS 4 atau kalo di sini nyebutnya anak TE PE BE (Tingkat Persiapan Bersama.red). Di tepebe lo masih dicampur sama anak fakultas laen se ipebe dalam satu kelas. Lo masih dapet mata kuliah dasar yang mirip waktu di es em a, kaya biologi, kimia, fisika, sosiologi umum, ekonomi umum bla bla bla lainnya deh. Jadi intinya sebelum lo masuk ke departemen yang sesungguhnya lo dibekali dulu lah, sekalian biar pada kenal sama anak fakultas laen.
Nah, ntar kalo uda lulus tepebe baru dah lo bisa masuk departemen lo masing-masing sesuai pilihan awal waktu diterima. 
Jadi anak ipebe itu ospeknya dua tahun. Tahun pertama dalam rangka masuk kampus baru. Tahun kedua dalam rangka masuk fakultas dan departemen. Anti-mainstream toh? Yayadongs~

Fyi, gue sekarang uda semester tiga cyiin. Baru pertama kali ikut yang namanya krs-an. Maklum dulu waktu tepebe langsung paketan setahun jadi belom ada krs-an. Untungnya krs-an yang sering menjadi hot topic dan sumber kebetean ga berlaku buat anak gizi. Karena jadwal kita yang udah penuh banget banget banget, bayangin aja seminggu ada 6 praktikum -___- jadwal full bo! Jadinya kita gausah deh tu pake yang namanya minor-minoran.

Minor apaan sih maksut lo wil?
Gatau juga?
Duh cape deh.

Jadi spesial di ipebe juga nih, ada yang namanya sistem mayor-minor. Dengan sistem ini kita bisa ngambil matkul dari departemen/fakultas lain. Jadi buat nambahin sks buat lulus bisa diambil dengan ikut kuliah matkul tertentu di departemen tertentu. Lo bisa ada di 2 jurusan gitu istilahnya brow. Ntar kalo lulus juga di ijazah lo bakal dicantumin 2 keahlian apa aja yang lo ambil. Kece kan?
Tapi sistem mayor-minor tadi itu cuma bisa kalo jam kuliah yg lo ambil itu ga ada yg bentrok.
Lah gue. Ga bakal bisa dan emang ga perlu sih. Abisnya sks nya alhamdulillah udah mencukupi tanpa minor juga, dan emang ga bakal ada waktunya, pasti bentrok mulu. Jadi krs-an gue mah nyantai aja, ga usah berebut kelas sama anak se ipebe karena kita uda pasti dapet kelas wakakakaka

Jadwal kuliah semester tiga eyke nih
Sempet syok waktu uda dapet jadwal. Gila banget men jadwalnya! Ngajak ribut apa gimana. Senin selasa dari jam 7-5sore. Praktikumnya ada 6 seminggu (bayangin laporannya ._.). Paling nyante cuma kamis deh itu kayaknya ckckck. Jadi gini rasanya jadi anak gizi? Fufufufufufufu

Mangat deh ya. Semester tigaaa harus berubah! Harus lebih baik dari tepebe! Gabole dapet nilai bece lagi ya wil! Sudah Cukup! Oke! Fight!